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my birthday is comming up soon and i need to loose like 10000000 lbs..well 20 but whats the differnce? i just started a new diet pill so hopefully that will help..but i need you guys!
Life can be so shitty sometimes. I'm so frustrated.
Why am i so fucking fat?
I'm going to start gettig my life together, because im so sick of having nothing to show after all these years.
All my pants feel like they have gotten smaller, and it's making me so sick and depressed.
All i can think about is how my fat just squeezes into my jeans....ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
All i can think about is how everyone must be staring at me...thinking..why is that girl so fucking fat?!
I'm 5'4, and i dont even know how much i weigh because ive been too scared to step on the scale...maybe tomorrow..
Why am i so fucking fat?
I'm going to start gettig my life together, because im so sick of having nothing to show after all these years.
All my pants feel like they have gotten smaller, and it's making me so sick and depressed.
All i can think about is how my fat just squeezes into my jeans....ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
All i can think about is how everyone must be staring at me...thinking..why is that girl so fucking fat?!
I'm 5'4, and i dont even know how much i weigh because ive been too scared to step on the scale...maybe tomorrow..
Holly shit! Hahah i haven't written in here forever, but i already feel the inspiration from this site, and you girls!
I got a job at a non corporate coffee shop so these days i just drink coffee and green tea for 9 hours straight!
But i really need help, as we all know, summer is comming up...
And for once in my fucking life, I want to go to the beach and actually take off my layers of clothes.
I want to feel confident in a bathing suit.
Ever since i was young Ive been embarassed to be in one.
Im 5'4 and 1000000000 lbs
But this summer Im going to look fucking hot! haha
alright, im done with my speech, But if any of you girls have aim feel free to IM me.
Im really wanting to do a fast soon!
And im in this new yoga class, oh my gosh, its amazing. Well anyways, stay strong ladies!
XOXO Amie
peaceful
Age : 18
Height: 5'4
Height: 5'4
Weight : 1000000. Haha well close... 135
Heighest Weight: 148
Lowest Weight : 120
Goal Weight : At the moment, 110..
Favorite Food :Tofu, oatmeal
Favorite Drink : Water and Green Tea
Favorite Exercise : Walking, Yoga, Jogging,Pilates, light weight lifting.
Thinspo : Kate Moss, Amy Winehouse, MK & Ashley,
Where Do You Slip Up? : Around Friends, And When im bored and alone.
When Did It Start? : Since I could remember, ive always hated my body. But i'd say i really got into it around 11.
Why Did It Start? : It's the only thing i have control over. IM a fucking fatass. Everyone around me is so skinny.
Does Anyone Know? : Nope
Do You Want Help? : FUCK NO! Im a fatass
Diet Pills? : NV sometimes, but im broke most of the time.
Favorite Binge Food : Any sort of junk food! Pasta, Bread, like I said, any sort of junk food.
How Many Calories Do You Consume A Day? : I try to vary it, but keep it under 500.
What Tips Do You Use To Loose Weight? : Restricting, bouncing around my calorie intake, exercise, nutritional intake. DUH
What Do You See When You Look In The Mirror? : LARD
Are You In A Relationship? : Who could love some one as fat and ugly as me?
If So, Do They Pressure You To Be Thin? :
Are You The Fat Or Thin One Out Of Your Friends? : To me,i am. Even around my friend who is around 220. Im always fat in my eyes.
Are You Depressed? : Only when i fuck up.. When im in control, i feel amazing
Do You Self Harm? : Not anymore.
Ever Tried To Commit Suicide? : Just played with the idea
Ever Been To A Psychologist? : Hahah yeah. A while ago...they suck
Favorite Songs : Amy winehouse. Metric, Smashing Pumpkins.
Heighest Weight: 148
Lowest Weight : 120
Goal Weight : At the moment, 110..
Favorite Food :Tofu, oatmeal
Favorite Drink : Water and Green Tea
Favorite Exercise : Walking, Yoga, Jogging,Pilates, light weight lifting.
Thinspo : Kate Moss, Amy Winehouse, MK & Ashley,
Where Do You Slip Up? : Around Friends, And When im bored and alone.
When Did It Start? : Since I could remember, ive always hated my body. But i'd say i really got into it around 11.
Why Did It Start? : It's the only thing i have control over. IM a fucking fatass. Everyone around me is so skinny.
Does Anyone Know? : Nope
Do You Want Help? : FUCK NO! Im a fatass
Diet Pills? : NV sometimes, but im broke most of the time.
Favorite Binge Food : Any sort of junk food! Pasta, Bread, like I said, any sort of junk food.
How Many Calories Do You Consume A Day? : I try to vary it, but keep it under 500.
What Tips Do You Use To Loose Weight? : Restricting, bouncing around my calorie intake, exercise, nutritional intake. DUH
What Do You See When You Look In The Mirror? : LARD
Are You In A Relationship? : Who could love some one as fat and ugly as me?
If So, Do They Pressure You To Be Thin? :
Are You The Fat Or Thin One Out Of Your Friends? : To me,i am. Even around my friend who is around 220. Im always fat in my eyes.
Are You Depressed? : Only when i fuck up.. When im in control, i feel amazing
Do You Self Harm? : Not anymore.
Ever Tried To Commit Suicide? : Just played with the idea
Ever Been To A Psychologist? : Hahah yeah. A while ago...they suck
Favorite Songs : Amy winehouse. Metric, Smashing Pumpkins.
depressedbinge, purge, binge, purge. I'm so sick of this shit. I'm short and fat. AHH gosh it's never going to end.
Current Mood:
happy
I need to be skinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnny
And i'm going to be.
That stupid ex boyfriend of mine is going to be soo pissed that I look so good!
: )
Oatmeal with rasins: 180
2 Veggie dogs (60each), no bun: 120
2 Teaspoons ketchup: 30
Total for the day: 330!!
anxiousHey guys, my ex boyfriend is comming down to visit me...and i really need to lose weight! pleaseeee Help me!!. I have one week until he comes here. and i just need to do this. Any recomendations would be really nice. Thank you guys! <3 -Amie!!
I'm having a fucking heart attack right now! I took two ...yeah 2, diet pills at like 2 oclock today, and they just kicked in...what the fuck??
My heart is racing, I ran on the treadmil. Hula danced. Belly danced. and did Pilates.
energetic
Calories:
1 slice of whole wheat toast-100
2 tbls of vegan cream cheese-80
1000000000 cups of green tea -0
total 180
YAY!! Now im off to go jogging! Have a great day girls! ANd stay strong!!! <3
1 slice of whole wheat toast-100
2 tbls of vegan cream cheese-80
1000000000 cups of green tea -0
total 180
YAY!! Now im off to go jogging! Have a great day girls! ANd stay strong!!! <3
accomplished
I'm sooo excited for this thanksgiving because i'm going to make the best low cal, low fat vegan food ever! It really makes me happy to see other people eat bad foods, when I know mine is healthy, and cruelty free!! GO VEGAN!!
I hope everyone can stay strong this thanksgiving, and stay skinny!
I will be posting some recipes soon, so you can make them if you'd like....I love them because they aren't bad for you, and your family will think you eat!
lOVE YOU!
I hope everyone can stay strong this thanksgiving, and stay skinny!
I will be posting some recipes soon, so you can make them if you'd like....I love them because they aren't bad for you, and your family will think you eat!
lOVE YOU!
curious
Dose anyone ever use drugs to help them with their weight? I used to... But i've been clean for 6 months now...
There's a difference between a drug addict, and someone who started, and continues to use to help them lose and keep weight off.
But eventually that person will just get addicted to that drug, and there will be no difference between a drug problem, and an eating disorder.
There's a difference between a drug addict, and someone who started, and continues to use to help them lose and keep weight off.
But eventually that person will just get addicted to that drug, and there will be no difference between a drug problem, and an eating disorder.